Wow. I cannot believe I leave today. It honestly seems like yesterday that I left Norfolk and arrived early in the morning to Madrid. I still remember my first day here–I got my first real glance of a different culture; I remember thinking that Spanish people didn’t look as Spanish as I thought they would look (I mean, I honestly do not even know what I thought they would look like). I remember being scared, excited, nervous, and brave all at the same time. Too scared that I really wanted to turn around and get back on the plane to America and too excited that I wanted to see what the next 7 weeks would have in store for me.
I can honestly say that this has been the greatest experience of my life. After over a month, I had to time to reflect and truly understand that throughout all the differences (the PDA, smoking, no personal space, dress code, unspoken rules, and even stereotypes that I had) no one culture is ever better than another; it is just culture. I remember the first week of class our professor said that we need to go out and truly learn whether it’s visiting a museum or talking to a Spaniard, but we needed to dig deeper into the culture and I remember leaving and helping an elderly carry her bags out the metro and exchanging a few words. I remember an older man see me bring flowers to my host mom and ask me who the lucky person was and we had a whole talk, in Spanish. I remember ordering my first meal by myself with no google translate or no one there to order for me. I remember when I saw the true beauty of Madrid through the Royal Palace and Prado Museum.
It is all of my memories that I will take back. And while I reflect and go home, it is not a question of how can I leave all of this behind, but it’s more of a question of how I can take some of this that I have seen and experienced and felt and loved and bring it back with me and how can I continue to grow through this. My number one concern is not me missing Spain, but it is of others who may miss the me before I left for Spain.
–Mo, the Adventurer